Hey dude!pls leh x jgan perasan sgt yg aku suka kat ko.mmg dah cre aku cmtu bkan bermkna aku suka or minat kat ko.ssah ah lau ade owg perasan camni kan.kdg2 bt sumtin jdi pk kat die lak,tkot2 die koya yg aku ckap tu utk die.Lau aku suke kat seseorg tu bkan cre tu lah aku bt,aku pon thu malu oke..dah nme kwan kan,lau ckap pelik2 sket tu aggaplah gurau jer..thu ah muka 2 ade market gak tp agak ah lau ckap ayt manis2 sket ckap aku nk ngorat kau plak.xde mse erh.its hard for me to deal with you bro.aiyOo..O_o

They left me and left me again..

salam...

Tak cukop 1,1 lgi tggalkan aku.Sume kwan bek aku tggalkan aku.then left me alone.how sad i am u know.:(.Sem 1 dulu my beloved dah tggalkan aku toad in..Aku syg sgt kat die n aku rindu sgt2 kat die skg,tp ssah ngat nk jumpe die sbb die dah jaoh ngn aku.insyaAllah lau ade peluang,ak nk jupe ngn die.Elok2 aku kwan ngn die,die tggal aku dlam mse skjap sgt.hnya Tuhan jer thu prasaan aku mse tu,sdeh sgt..i'll miss her..tp tu mgkin dah rezeki die dpt twaran bljar ker tmpat tu.i'll pray for her success.harap ain leh smpai ke ngara matahri terbit tuu,japan..i noe u can do it dear..muachhhh byak2..luv u!

Sem 2 plak,ade lgi yg nk tggalkan aku.cuda cyud..she is my bestiee..tp syg die pon xkekal lme ngn aku,sdey yg teramat sgt.my hepy go lucky fwen already left me.how could u!!die dpt tawaran spa.papepon aku doakan yg terbaik bt die.cmne2 pon aku xkan lupekan die,byak sgt2 knangan manis ngn die.aku xkan lupekn sume knangan kiter tuu.die bleh hepykan aku even aku tyme badmood,dats y aku syg sgt kat die.i hope to meet u again.i wish~..plz dun forget me..luv u dear!

And the last one will be left me also but i dont know what's time is..my bestfwen ever..yin die akan tukar ker kampus Machang atas sbb2 tertentu.die jgak kwan aku mse sem 1 lgi.die byak tlg aku n also tmpat aku sharing mslah aku.tp syg tu sgt sementara.wlaopn xtaw bler die akan tggalkan aku tp sume tu akan berlaku n aku akan sdey sgt2.aku akan teringat kat korang2 n pasti nanges gler2..aku xsggup tp tu lah aku kne hadapi.i dun noe how to face it soon..will miss u badly dear..

wish the best of luck for you guys,pls dont ever forget me.i love you so much :*..

hey you!!!are u my friend????-,-

i have a problem,not really a big one but it was such a nuisance for me lately.i dun have an idea how to solve it.hurmm,ssah gak bg aku tuk hdapi sume nie.Tp bialah,nk wak cmne kan.dah nseb aku camni,kene terima jelah,myb nie cubaan bt aku..tp...............................yg hadapi nyer aku!!:(yg bt msalah mula ramai2,but last2 ak jer yg kne hadapi n kne cri jalan pnyelesaian.

Korang boleh ker tahan dgan org yg boleh dikatakan cam xde prsaan,bt sumtin xpk sal org len.or lbeh specific SELFISH.ak pantang org cmtu sbnarnyer.dan itu msalah aku skang,sorg minah yg nk jd kwan ak tp xsdar yg aku xsuka kwan ngn die ats sbb prngai die tuh yg...ergggghh,xtaw nk ckap ape.-,-.dan yg sdeynyer 2 org kwan bek aku bkal tggalkan aku:(.so,tggal ak dan si budak tuu..OMG!!kcian katku kan..???

nseb bek ak nie xdelah jhat sgt,lau dop lme dah aku baloh ngn yer.nk sound xspa aty.tekanggg weh!!!!

*************************************saked haty********************************

taraaa...

Aku just nk post bahawasanya,aku dah update blog aku.tersangad2 simple sbb aku mlas sgt2 nk bt byk keje edit tulah edit nilah.itoo amat memeningkan kepala aku.adooii ponn!

Skang nie pon dah pkol 4.00 pg doe.nseb bek lah klas stat kol 2.30,bole lah aku stay up smpai pgi pon.tp mmg sah ah bgun lwat kan,standard ah kan.hu3..dasat pnyer anak dara.AAK????haha

seronod2 bila post kat blog,lenkali nk post byak2 gtu.ahahha..

fullstop...........ZZZzzzzzzzz

assalamualaikum..

whats time now??its already 3.51 am..ari nie bufday kwan bek aku anis farhana.meh ak nk puji sket die neh,die neh cool org nyer,wlaopon die ade mslah tp die still leh smile bkan brmkna die xpk mslah tu tp die x mnjadikan mslah tu bnda yg besar.Die juga tabah n strong girl.Mak die bru je mnggal bru2 neh,Al-fatihah bt arwah mak die.Tp aku tgk die sgt kuat n leh hdapi dgn tenang,btw hati die sapa yg thu kan.aku kdg2 respect ngn die sbb aku xmgkin jd cm die.aku nie lemah smgat.klau aku di tmpat die mgkin pljaran aku bleh terjejas.papepon ak syg sgt2 kat die,Best of luck yer my fren,aku sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan mu.Hwaiting!!~

Sebenarnyer,tu da out of topic.hoho.but i have no idea wut i've to write here.*pabo!hurmm,oke.aku nk cter psal result aku yg xseberapa tu.da lme sbnarnyer result tu thu.4/11.xpelah nk post gak hal nie.mlam nk thu rslt tu,aku cam xde perasaan,xthu knape.nk kte takot,xpon.xtkot???tp ble pk tkot gak.knklusinyer aku mmg xase debar sgt.berdasarkan pnglaman aku,lau aku xase debar sgt,its mean ak dpt rslt rndah.

Result tu dpt thu mlalui emel.aku tekad xmo tdo mlam tu smpai lah result tu thu.kwan2 aku sumenyer tdo.waktu tu dah pkul 2 lebih xslap.pagi.aku ase nk thu sgt2!!cek pnyer lah cek emel.still xde.lau bkak kat web student portal,kol 9am lah jwabnyer.Then,ade sorg tu post kat fb yg die dah dpt rslt tuh.skli bce post tu,berdetak kuat jntung aku.saat tu bru aku kecut perut sgt2!!dup dap dup dap jntung aku time nk bkak emel tuh!!

Pnyer lah tkot neh.then,ade 1 emel dri uitm,sah2 mmg tu result.dgan bacaan Bismillah aku bkak lah rslt tuh.first aku tgk rsult tuh,aku cek sme ade aku failed x akaun.huh!alhamdulillah.aku lulus sume.erh2!!pointer aku bpe???Ya Allah,asal rndah sgt neh...:((.tibe2 badan aku ase berpeluh.terpk cmne aku nk gtaw kat parent ak neh.hurm2!!

Pagi tu.Aku diam seribu bahasa.aku xthu cmne nk bgtaw reslt tuh.aku buntu.aku takot+cuak+neves n sume ade lah.pkol 3 ptg xslap,time tu ayh aku tdo.oke,ak ase tu time yg btol aku nk gtaw rslt k mak ak.*sighhh..mse tu pnyer lah neves.aku pggil mak aku tgk rslt tu yg aku dah save.mule2 mak aku tgk grade,skli dah kne hentam kat stu sbb dpt stu A jer!!then,aku lgi mmpos lpas dpt thu pointer.lpas tu mmg mkan kerepek lah aku jwabnyer.nyesal xbt shabis bek,aku byak main2,aku sedar..

oke mom!!im so sorry for the bad result i got.i know im not really good in academic but i will prove for u dat i can do it more better soon.i'll not made u frustrated again.i love u mom!!:D

Rindu setengah mati..

Perkenalan kita berdua bukan sehari dua,bkan sebulan 2bulan tp sdah mencecah 4taon..

2taon lbey kita membina persahabatan kiter sbgai kawan baik,ssah sng sume dikongsi..

terlalu byak knangan yg kita cipta spnjang perknalan kiter,sume susur galur kite,kite sme2 thu sbb kiter knal bkan shri dua tp dah 4taon.aku knal ko,dan ko knal spe aku,dri pgkal kaki smpai hjung rmbut.

3taon kite bersahabat amat mmberi ksan yg mndalam padeaku sbb trlalu byak bnda yg kiter lalui dan tempuhi,Trse hati dan kcewa mmg lah kkdg terbit di lubuk hati yg kcil nie tp sume tu xmnjdi pnyebab atau alsan bt kiter tuk mleraikan hbgan kiter ini.adat berkawan smstinyer ade jgak secebis prsaan xpuas aty atau trase,kiter mnusia yg xpenah lpas mmbt kslapan.aku faham sume tuu.

Dalam phubungan kiter sbgai kwan bek kkadang ade bnde gak yg sumtyme kiter pk xbrapa logik,tp xde bnda yg mstahil bleh kiter katekan,Bnda itu bkan terlalu aneh utk blaku dlam dunia yg bgitu kcil nie dan bkan isu utk di dperbsarkan.Aku dan die tlah mmulakan stu prhbgan yg bgtu asing utk diperktakan.status tlah brubah.aku dan die mmbina stu hbgan yg berbeza iaitu kteorg kapel.

Penerimaan aku pde mulanya bkan atas dsar ksih syg,tp terbit rse simpati dgan ape yg die rse.aku mncuba utk mnerima die dgan spenuh hati aku.aku tdak mmpu utk mnolak hrapan seorg kwan yg amat aku syg dan prlukan.aku mencuba dan trus mncuba agar hati aku trbuka luas utk mnerimanyer.tp xsmudah tu utk aku myayangi dia spertimana die syg kan aku.dan tibalah suatu hari tu,aku mmutuskan utk tdak mneruskan lgi hbgan dgan die,aku jga terpk apekah btol kptusan aku nie??aku tlah mgecewakan dia dan tak mghargai ape yg die tlah bt pde aku.Tp ak xnk die trus terluka dgan skap acuh xacuh aku mlyani die,jdi mgkin ini kptusan yg terbaik bt aku dan die,mgkin tiada jdoh diantra kite bdua.

Namun,itu bkan lah kputsan yg terbaik yg tlah aku bt.Aku tewas dgan prsaan aku sdri.aku bru sdar yg aku sgt myayangi die bkan sbgai kwan tp sbagai seorang teman hidup aku.aku tdak mmpu lgi utk berslindung lgi.aku ggal utk mlupakan die.tp sume tu dah terlmbat,aku dah tersilap lgkah dan xmgkin bleh diundur lagi.Aku redha dgan ketentuannyer.aku xmmpu miliki dia lgi,die bkan milik aku..Aku terime seadanya slgi aku mmpu..

rindu setengah mati......

can i say no???

Aku xnk balek uitm,xmao3!!!waa~life there like sucks..!!arghhh.

I M.I.S.S Y.O.U♥

I know you know I love you, and I know you dont love me, but once you left my 

world died. Without you im living in a dark shadow and 

nothing is important to me anymore if your not around. I think about you all the time.

I daydream about those friendly nights together, 

me full of rose cheeks when you sat next to me. I know im not for you, but please, 

please come back. Missing You.

suka dalam duka

da lme aku xpost kat blog nie,mlas pon nak typing..story tu byak ak cter tp tulah MALAs,hehe..tp ari nie aku ade mood sket nak coret2 kat blog nie,aku nak cter sal pngalaman aku mse pose kat uitm,fuhh,mmg xbez lasum!!first day pose mmg sedey,huhu..bkak pose kat gerai mkanan jer sbb kawan ak tu nk tlong mak cik jual,so smpai lah mgrib bru die brenti,nak balek kolej kmpen lah xsmpat kan..adooiii!!mmg sedey lah..first day pose ak taon nie mmg xbpe nak gmpak,haha..naseb lah.

2nd day plak ak bkak pose sorg2 lam blek,wuu3..tyme tu lah ak ase cam nk blek gler2 umah,kwan ak ajak bkak pose skli nan die tp ak mlas lah sbb jaoh sgt.rumet ak tu xde sbb sorg tu mmg ak xtaw lah die bkak pose katner,xrpat ane pon,tp yg rapat sorg agi tu die g tlong mkcik yg sme jual kat bazar tu..

pose yg kali ke3 pon ak pose sorg gak,sedey maaaa!!~tp sabar jer..dan ari ke4 lgi lah sedey3!!!!sb ak dpt taw bhawasanya rumet sorg yang aku rapat tu da nk tggalkan aku n akan kluar dri uitm tu.die da dpat tawarn program berkembar jepun.eskkan tu die kuar.ak xtaw nak kat ape.mmg sdeygler3 sbb ak mg rapat ngn die,mne2 pegi pon nan die,lpas nie die dah xde ak nak bual ngn spe,nak kuar ngn spe..wuu3

Btw ak heppy gak ble die dpt twaran tu,bkan rmai yg dpt twaran tu.hepy dlam duka lah aku nie.waa,mlas dah na taip,tgan da leteh.k choww lu~  

bila bosan aku melalak kat sni.HAHA

Wlaupon ak da ngantok tp ak still nk post kat sni,bialah sjer nk memenuhi blog ak yg xpe nk bru n lme nie..Esok kne bgun awl doe,nk pegi bt medical check up kat spital tu,pg2 lagi dah kuar..Teramat2 MALAS!!

Aku paling xsuke bt sumtin di awl pgi,dats y lah aku selalu lwat dtg lau ade pape yg waktu nyer di awl pg..klau mse skula dlu,mmg ak lah slalunyer dtg lewat apatah lgi tusyen,lwat jgak..

Tp mstahil lah ak dtg lwat tusyen pgi2 tu coz bunyi jer stat kol 8.30 pg tp kol 9 lbey bru start kekadg..klau ak pegi awl pon bt tambah dosa jer,duk bual2 kosong smbil pot pet pot pet bergossip.

Tp klau ade buah haty msti pegi awl kan,HAHA..smbil2 leh dating kejap,tp ak sebaliknyer xde bf,so xde gne ak pegi awl2..

Skang tepat2 kol 1.30!time to sleep~hari2 bz ku bakal menjelma..

Oke,gudnite...Salam

only YOU♥

It's YOU. You mean everything to me... You are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; 

 my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I feel sad, and when I 

see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is You.

i miss you so badly♥i do love you 4eva..

Rumah dah kate pergi,U dah kate mari..HAHAHA

Beratnyer ase nak tinggalkan my sweet home nie!!tggal 10 ary jer lagi.tp byak benda agi aku xbuat.Antaranyer:

1.medical checkup

2.Buka akaun Bank Islam(nie yg aku PALING malas!!)

3.Beli barang2 keperluan diri

4.n xprepare agi diri nak g,hehe..

Aku xpenah pom tggalkan umah nie agi,klu tggal pom pling lame 5 ary.sob..sob.Arap2 ak leh lah survive diri ak yg xbpe leh berdikari nie.Tp xdelah jaoh sgt,Dungun jer,klau dah homesick sgt,balek jelah 2 kali smminggu ker.haha,Dasar anak manja!!

UITM dungun..Best ke ta ea??Dungun pom aku xpenah jejak,niekan pula U die.xpelah pegi jelah dulu,gane2 pom aku ttap kne duk stu.nanges pom nanges lah stu,nak balek lpas tu,jgan arap lah,sbulan lpas tu kot leh blek tp blom tntu bole balek,huhu..

Tp yg paling sdey,ak terpaksa berpisah ngn kengkawan ak,dieorg sume jaoh2

My bestfriend:

syakira huda die g matrik pulau pinang

yana die g matrik kulim,kedah

ain nadhirah si budak nie g matrik pinang gop

anis farhana g matrik pinang jgak

i'll miss them freakin damn much!!

DONE!!

Ape yg done??alhamdulillah ari nie ak dah lulus test motor!yay!!wlaupon org kate xde ah ssah sgt n rmai kot yg lulus tp bg ak wahhh stu debaran yg kuat jgak..yg pling ak gerun skli ialah titi..ssah gak kdang2 nak stabilkan badan tu,tp yg pling mendebarkan mse ak tets QTI tuk motor,skli ak nek titi tu,failed..lpas tu cg tu suh ak nek skli agi,pah jtuh jgak..tgn aku ketar kot mse nek motor,neves gler beb!dah la rmai yg tgk,calon motot yg nk amik ujian 90 lbey,pastu yg duk kantin tu pom ak ase cam mata dieorang duk fokus kat ak jer pdahal xpom..

So,ak teramat2lah risau bler ari test nie,yelah ujian QTI pom xlulus,nie kan plop tets jpj..takot giler woo!!

Then,tibalah ari test mtor tuh,keesokkan lpas bt ujian QTI tu..tp hakikatnyer ak xdelah neves cam ari tu..ak leh dikatakan cool jgak lah..neves pom adelah sket2..syukur sgt ase.pastu biler ak nek titi tu,alhamdulillah pass..mmg ase lega gler2 sgt.so,yg len pom ak lulus dgn jayanyer..

ESOK!!test jpj tuk kete plak..neves jgaklah..bru terase,sblom nie rsau ngn motor jer..tp skg ase isau plak ngn kete coz ak tgk rmai pom yg terkandas dkat parking n bukit..dieorg lupe step pom,dsebabkan mesti lah gabra kang.sblom nie pdhal oke jer..ak pom skg turut terase gabra tuh.arap2 lulus lah.malu kot lau nk amik semula..mx dijauhkan lah.oke!wish me luck fer tomorrow~

S.T.R.E.S.S

"Ya Allah,permudahkan lah segala perjlanan hidup hamba mu yg lemah nie,kuatkan lah semangatku untuk menempuh segala liku2 hidup yg penuh dgn dugaan dan cabaran ini"..amin..

ak stress sgt skang nie,sume bnda yg ak nak stkat nie xdpat..dah lah dpt rsult yg xbpe nak elok,ak bt parent ak kecewa sgt,dieorg arapkan aku dpt rsult yg bek,last2 tu jer yg ak dpat,frust t'sgt2..tp xpelah sume tu da lpas,nak wak cmne kan,tp ak ngaku yg ak bt spm tu xshabis baik,sume sbjek bleh dikatakan ak jwab dgn xyakin sgt espcially subjek sn bio,phy n chem..ak mmg down giler sbjek tuh!!ermm,dgn rsult ak yg xbpe nk elok nie,impossible lah ak leh mktab kan..mktab at least 6a..klau dpt ak nk g sgt2 actually tp dah xleh nak wak cmne kan,redha jelah ngn sume tu..

oke!ak ade apply SPA,wlaupon ak x mnat sgt tp ak ttap apply,tkot biler xapply ase mnyesal plak kan..hurmm,ak dpt jer spa tp ak x g pom interview tuh gara-gara..???ermm,ak xslahkan spe2 pom,lgpon ak mmg xmnat ane kan,xbest gak bler bljar bnda yg kter xmnat ane kan,so better ak plih bnda yg mnat,jd fun sket bler blajar,xdelah stress sgt kan..then,matrik da leh cek,ak pon try lah cek,t'kejut beruk gak bler ak xleh!!ak mmg xnak pegi pom matrik tp bler xleh ak jdi frust tersgat2 coz sume kwan ak buleh even yg dpt 3a pom bleh..ak pom heran sgt bkpe lah ak xleh,ermm,nak wak cmne kan myb ak xde rezeki kat situ..

So,skang ak tgh mnggu kputusan tuk upu lak,ak t'sgt2 lah risau coz ak tkot dpt kos yg ak xnak,dah matrik ak xleh,spa pom ak xgi intrview,so,pe yg ak dpt!!skg nie ssah sgt nak g mne2 bler dpt rsult yg rndah..mnyesal pon ade coz xbt shbis bek spm aritu..kan ssah skg nie!!InsyaAllah,dpt kot kos yg ak nak tu kat upu..BTW,tahniah tuk sume kwan ak yg leh mktab n matrik tuu..mgkin ade hikmah disebalik sume nie..

im fall in love wif him♥

HOHO..can u guess who is him??i'll give you some hints bout him..hurmm,he's the handsome guy in the world,perhaps!!he got so many admirers outside there,so im the one of them,love him damn much♥.. ok,straight to the point,he's simon d from supreme team..actually he is not really popular as the others group like super junior,ft island,ss501 n so on..i knew him after watching oh!my school,he was on programmed,yet i still dun know bout their group coz im only admire him as a single idol..but i think after he tooks part on that program,he's quite famous now..u wants to noe him??so,lets take a look on this picture..

he is really handsome rite??he's is mine,dun ever takes him..

put dis one as my phone's wallpaper..

he's really drives me crazy..

For yor information,he is already got a girlfriend namely lady jane..u noe wut!!how frustated im when i noe he's not being single anymore,haha..i thought i can marry wif him(in my dream)..but his gf is not as beautiful as i thought,really made me shocked for the first tyme i saw her..they're being together for over 2 years ago n ready to get marry,arghh!!so jealous..wut can i do,only can pray for their happiness..hwaiting simon d!!

how bout yor first impression??

no comment!huhu..

lee honggi is the one of his friend,ermm,maybe his bestfriend coz in oh!my school they're so closed n for many times honggi reveals simon d secrets..haha,pity my yeobo!!i love them being together,looks so cute n adorable frenz..so envy =.=!

simon d wif honggi(ft island)

his partner for the oh!my school show,min from miss a group..their group quite famous now with the breathe song,

so kawaii!!♥

u'r my apple of my heart♥

p/s:if the image is not show up just click on it!tq..

My luCky Day♥♥..

Assalamualaikum..ape yg lucky sgt tuh sal ak ari nie??nak thu??so truskan mngadap blog aku nie dgn muka anda yg sembel tuh.benanyer xde lah lucky sgt,ak jer yg lebey2..

first story..

alkisahnyer bgni jer,td ak melangkah ke bank BSN dgn berlagak nyer,ak mx mak ak teman tp die ckap gni kat ak...

"zirah g sdri lah,mama tggu atas kete jer,parking xde,bile lgi nak berdikari.."

 hurrmm,klau mak ak dah ckap gtu,xkan ak nak heret gak mak ak suh teman ak,ak kan da 18 taon,da bleh kawen pon,xkan nak duk bwah ketiak mak jer.then,dgn sedihnyer ak kluar dri perut kete tu n heading straight to the bank for the 2nd tyme,last pg mse drjah 6,bt bku bank..mse nak msuk tuh,ade sorg laki duk kat tepi tgga tp ak ignored jer,so bkak lah ak pintu bank tuh,"erh,asal xleh bkak nie,upernyer pintu alek kiri jer leh bkak"..aduhh,malunyer kat laki tu tgk,6pak sgt cam xpena g bank..msuk tuh,ak duk tercegat jer cam org org bodoh,ak nak bt pe nie??ak xthu gpe 1 nie!!tanpa segan silu ak pom pg tnyer polis yg guard kat stu,xptot kan??aduhh,skli agi ak ase malu lah..haha,.ak pon isi lah borg biru tuh,pastu ak kene bt per??kne amik no ker??ak pon tyer lah sorg bdak pmpuan tuh.."kak kne amik no ker??die pon ckap xthu gak nie n nak amik no pin mktab gak"haha..ak sdap2 jer pggil kak,pdhal sme umur jer ngn ak..lantak die lah,yg penting ak ase muda agi pde die(koya )..ble no ak kne pggil,ak pg lah kat kaunter 2 tuh,warghh,encem nyer laki yg keje kan bank nie,ble snyum,pehh mmg memikat ah..Ya Allah,asal ak nie gatal sgt..alah,ak bt bkan papepon,hehe..stelah slesai tuh,dgan hti yg hampa ak tggalkan kaunter tuh,erh tggal kaunter xsdey pon,yg sdey tggl kan abg tuh,ahaha..tp sblom tggalkan die tuh,panjang meleret ak senyum kat die smpai kat telinga n die pom sme beb..suke2!!

Second story..

td ak pgi bt spek mata,yay!!ak ajat nak bt spek kat sanadi optometri tp laki kat stu xencem ah,gatalnyer ak..haha,so ak pgilah dkat oasis optometri,wargh2,laki kat stu encem lah,horayyy!!over ah ak nie(huh!)..die yg cek mata ak,heyy!u noe wut??sronoknyer ak leh duk berdua-duan lam blek ngn die td,ak tgk die,die tgk ak,HAHA..erh,korang jgn pk pelik2 plak,ak kan cek mata ngn die,so kne lah msuk bilek cek mata tu,hehe..tp cian kat yer,coz dye slesema,huhu..6t abg mkn ubat yer,bisik lam aty ak,haha..then,nak taw x ak call die coz num die kan ade lam resit tuh,giler kn aku??lme gak ak ckap,hurmm,sronoknyer..ok stop!ak kol die sbb ckap sal spek lah,at least puas aty beb!!haha..mmg gelenya..

tu jer sal lucky day ak(sbb jupe laki encem),haha..mlas erh nak cter byak,wak lteh korg je nak bce n wak lteh ak jer nak type sume nie, .k bye2..

All is ZERO abOut him..0_0

Assalamualikum to all readers,cehh mcam lah  byak sgt yg bce blog ak nie,bia lah xction sket,xkan xbules kot,leh kan??*nodded x2..mekasih2..cyg awk,muaccxx~gedix weh!!

ok2,back to the main topic..him??spe erk??nak kenal,xyah arh x penting pom..hu3,ak juz nak cter sket tntg die,xdelah nak cter dri A smpai Z coz 6t korang mesti bosan an..hurmm,ade lah sorg makhluk Allah nie yg penah lekat dkat ati ak,wlaupon skjap tp ak leh lah kecapi sdikit kbhagian tu dgn die..nak taw x,kteorg kapel,x penah smpai sbulan,first kapel 3 minggu then ak mx putus,2nd kapel tuh sebulan kot n lau lbey pon myb lam smggu 2 mggu,dah lah kapel ari ke2 puase,xpatot an??yg 2nd kapel 2 die yg mx ptus..adil kan??mule2 ak jaat nan die,pastu sume yg ak da bt kat die tuh,dapat blek kat ak,bru thu btape sket n sedih nyer ble dah kne..slme nie ak ignored je pasaan die n xapprciated lgsung,ble da kne kat ak,bru ak thu prsaan tu..tp sume tu da lpas,sume 2 jdi pngjaran bt ak ngn die..lpas kteOrg ptus tu,xyah tipu lah ak leh lpe kat die tp die ak sure sgt die dah lpe kat ak coz die sdri yg gtaw kat ak yg die dah xde prasaan kat ak,die syg ak sbgai kwan jer..sdey 2 mmg lah sdey, tp ak kne hormat kputusan die..mse tuh ak still arapkan die n hrap kan lgi hbgan istmewa ngn die..then lpas sbulan 2 bulan tuh,ak ase ak dah bleh lpekan die..ak xde lah tringat sgt nan die,syukur sgt ase..ak dah bleh aggap yer tu bezfwenz ak skg n kembali normal cam dlu..coz kteorg nie bezfwen slme 3 taon..pengakhiran dgn sume nie,mmg teramat tdk memuaskan aty ak,wlaupon kte dah jdi kwan bek skg tp xsmesra dlu..sO,ak dah tekad skg ak xkan lgi kapel ngn bezfwen sdri coz kte mmg xkan dpt jgka gpe hok berlaku lpas tuh,then ble b'laku sumtin keadaan tu xkan jdi sme cam dlu..malah myb jdi musuh,so u better dun walk at a dangerous zone,it may give bad effect to you!!but now trus trang ak katekan yg ak dah xde aty lgsung kat die..n ak arap lpas nie ak jupe laki hok lbey better dri die..hidup mesti enjoy beb!!im heppy being a single girl..

my fav quotes:"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action"

*panjang nyer ak melaluk,haha..klu yg ngantok nie sure da tdo lpas bce cter ak nie,hahaha..so,klu yg ngantok nak bce nie,better g tdo dlu,bgun bru bce..adushh,mnyampah lah ak nie..errr..

i can't let you go even if i die

jiwang kan tajuk blog ak nie??haha..2 tjuk lgu actually,lgu dri group korea pnyer '2AM'..
lgu nie mmg besh gler bgi ak n ssuai ar ngn ak nie,jiwang girl..lyric yer tu pon mmg btol2 ak ske..
so takes a look on it..

*Even if I die, I can't let you go*

Eoryeodo apeun geon ttok gata
Sesangeul jal moreundago apeungeol moreujin anha

Gwaenchana jil georago wae geojitmareul hae
Ireohke apeun gaseumi eotteohke shwipge natgesseo
Neo eobshi eotteohke salgesseo geuraeseo nan

Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae

Amuri niga nal milchyeodo kkeutkkaji butjabeul geoya
Eodido gaji mothage

Jeongmal gal georamyeon geojitmareul hae
Naeil dashi manna jago useu myeonseo bojago
He eojijan mareul nong damirago animyeon nan

Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwindamyeon eochapi ussal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae

Geu manheun shiganeul hamkke gyeokkeot neunde
Ijewa eotteohke honja sallan geoya
Geureohken mothae nan mothae

Jugeodo mot bonae, jeong mallo mot bonae, naega eotteohke neol bonae
Garyeo geodeun tteonaryeo geodeun nae gaseum gochyeo nae
Apeuji anhke na saragal surado itge
Andwin damyeon eochapi mossal geo
Jugeodo mot bonae


TRANSLATIONS

*Even if I die, I can't let you go*
Even though I'm young, the pain is the same
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain

Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That's why I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I'll hold onto you until the end
So that you won't be able to go anywhere

If you're really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can't do that, I can't

I can't let you go, even if I die
I really can't let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can't let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

im still learning!!~

create blog nie mmg bleh bt ak penim+bengong..ak kan bdak mentah agi sal blog nie,xpenah sntuh pon sblom nie..tergerak ati ak nak blog nie pon sbb trlalu bosan duk kat umah(tggu rsult yg xkuar2),so bek ak duk ngadap kompter nie n layan blog..tp ble nak wak blog,mule2 smngat lah,pahtu mule ah mecok coz xthu nak setting blog nie,xde spe2 ker nak tlong ak,uwaa..da abes web ak mnggeledah nak thu cre bt blog nie,sdikit sbyak mmbantu lah..

*ak jeles....ble tgok header n blog dieorg lawa gler n so creative..

ala,ak kan bru lgi lam dunia blog nie,so mmg ptot lah blog ak nie udoh n xlwa cam org len*klau bnding ngn blog yg lawa lah tp klu udoh tuh msti comel hok ak lgi,hahaha...

*ak x reti nak adjust blog pnyer setting nie,byak sgt..itulah,inilah..pusing dong!

bek ak tnyer org yg da reti bt blog nie,lu ak sorg jer duk btukus lumus nak bt blog nie,mmg xkan jdi lah,so tnpa sgan silu,ak tnyer blogger len..

*ak stress da nak edit blog nie,last2 ak remove gak coz xlwa,..ak heran??npe ak xkreatif sgt nie....

urmm mebi duk kat uma,so sel neuron lam otak nie xb'kmbang,cehh tubek bio lah plak..huhu